New Life...

I doubt anyone is following this blog but lately I've been feeling the need to write, I've tried the journal and for some reason it doesn't work! I spend more time one the computer so I thought why not try it this way. Here's the deal though: if you read this and are offended I don't mean it. I'm not saying I intend to offend anyone or that I want to offend anyone. What I am saying is this blog is all my thoughts whether you agree with them or not! So here's the deal about me: for those of you that may not know.

I'm a simple southern girl looking to make the most in my life. I'm currently going to school to become a teacher, but along the way my life seems to be taking some interesting turns. For starters I love kids and I love working with kids, but I also know I want to get some special needs training...and here's why. There are lots of parents that are pushing for their child to be as mainstream (which in some cases is fine, in others not so much!) But as a teacher I don't want to be caught unprepared for what may enter my classroom, I want to know that I have as much knowledge as possible for soemthing might enter my way. Another reason I'm pursuing this root is a life long dream of mine.

This life long dream involves opening a wilderness camp for children with and without disabilities to come together and have the chance to concur things in nature. I love the wildreness and have a physical disability, but my parents taught me that I can do anything I put my mind to to be cliche "the sky was the limit". Now don't get me wrong I do have limits and I know where mine are but that doesn't mean that all things aren't possible. Even within those limits there is still a way to accomplish what I want no matter what it is. I want every child to go away from camp with this experience. I want every child to know what its like to push themselves and know they did it all alone.

This has been a life long dream that I put on the backburner for money and support, lately its been nagging me so much that I can't let it go. I have to do something to try and make this happen. I'm jsut not sure how that's going to happen or what I need to do to be prepared for this to happen. Anyway enough about what I want and see out of my life, let me tell you a little bit more about myself.I'm an animal lover with two furkids as I call them. I wouldn't trade the two of them for the world. Although their vet bill makes me think twice about having two of them sometimes.

I have found one of the most amazing men in the world and I wouldn't trade him for anything. He makes me feel like I'm the only thing that matters in life. He makes me feel like I'm the only girl for him. It's been a year and he still gives me butterflies when he calls or sends me a text. Sometimes he's the only thing that brightens my day.

A little bit about where I work, I work in an afterschool care center. With grades K-5, the age range is a little big but most of the kids are tons of fun. One of the downsides of my job is that sometimes it makes me not want to have children of my own. I don't want to make any mistakes and end up with any problems. Either way I love my job for the most part, and it pays the bills for the most part.

I say all of this to give you a general idea of where my views might be coming from. I'm going to do my best to start blogging everyday or at least more than I have in the past. I have no idea what the subjects will be so if your interested in lively conversation feel free to join in.